gee sorry for not posting much yup
sigh im sick again after training yesterday cos we hadda keep pickng up the ball when it rolld outtof the shade and into the rain so now i have a cold and i didnt sleep last night and i've been puking since last night and this sucks BIGTIME.
man so what if im not a good student im not good enough at math i suck at science and everything else so what if i screw up in everything so what if chew gives up on me who would know this fear im having inside of me so what if i tell you im not fine i wanna scream and cry out loud so what can you do to help me what can you do i hate this world wher everyone's so fake everyone's a hypocrite everywher's full of hate and sadness tell me wher is the love huh where is the fucking love this sucks bigtime why do people say such stupid fckdup things bout others and hurt each other and when they meet everything's okay on the surface why's everyone pretending to be okay with each other why does the society give up on people they dont think is worth for them to care for why doesnt anyone notice the hurt and disappointment in her heart when she thinks coach is givin up on her why am i feelng this fear that it'd happen to me too why cant my mom understand me why cant she just leave me alone when i want to be alone why's all the love gone in this place why'r friends lost this easily i hate this i hate this i hate everything i hate the world, fuck this all away -
fuck the world. it sucks.